"So, you think you can trust me now, Kelly girl?"
After gazing at him for a moment, she risked running a hand through his hair to push his bangs back. The shiny strands glided over her fingers like finely spun silk, then returned to their original position, as smooth and stubborn as their master. She smiled, lightly blushing when he smiled in return, still waiting patiently for an answer to his question. Her blush deepened. "Yes, Sir. You treated me with consideration and respect. And even though you restrained me, you didn't try once to humiliate or hurt me."
"I'm glad you think so, darlin'," he replied, his humor over her distraction evident in his voice
Embarrassed, Kelly glanced down at her entwined fingers. "I still don't understand why you insisted on using restraints though, Sir. That does add an element of uneasiness to the experience, you know?"
"Yeah, I do. You'll find I pretty much have a reason for everythin' I do, and your overreacting ended up makin' it necessary, I'd say."
She shrugged, not quite sure she agreed. "Perhaps. But you didn't know I was going to freak out when you told me you intended to restrain me."
"No, I didn't."
Frowning, Kelly met his gaze again. "So why do it?"
"You gave the reason yourself, darlin'. To build trust. A sub who's restrained during a medical procedure is very vulnerable. Wouldn't you say?"
"Yes, Sir."
"So, for her to let me do what I want, knowin' she might find it uncomfortable and embarrassing, takes a certain amount of trust, right?" Kelly knew from experience that it did, so she agreed. "That trust is precious, Kelly. It's something I would never abuse, but it is something I have to build toward pretty quick if the two of us wanna start doin' some of the things I like.
"I suspect if I told you I needed to give you another enema, you wouldn't be happy about it, but the notion wouldn't send you into a fit of hysterics, either. Would it?"
Admittedly, no, she wouldn't be happy. However, when she considered how carefully he'd treated her, Kelly suspected he'd be able to convince her to submit, so she shook her head. "No, Sir."
"No, you'd most likely agree without too much fuss. And if I said I wanted to have anal sex, you might be a little fearful of the act, but not of me directly. You'd trust me, even if you were uneasy about doin' what I wanted. Right?"
Though that one wasn't quite so easy for Kelly to agree to, she did it to save an argument. "Yes, Sir."
"Good. Can you see the difference in your attitude now, versus how you felt when I first told you what I intended to do?"
Love this excerpt Kathryn, trust is so important.
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Roz
Building trust can take time. Sounds like he's going about it the right way.
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